Perhaps not

[lsdiamond]

Or maybe I'm just "hearing what I want to hear". Typical. So much for communicating better.

Apparantly he's just going to learn to put up with talking to me about my goth stuff...not actually agree with my offer of compromise in letting me do it on occasion.

And I am absolutely forbidden from speaking to a friend...forever. No questions asked. No goodbyes.

I'm going back to bed.

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[lsdiamond.livejournal.com]

"It" *is* and has been over, whether or not you care to see it. Regardless of what you say, I have not been "going back to him over and over". Yeah, we've talked few times since we moved, and conversation has been limited. Anime. Car trouble. Work. School. I told you I needed to separate myself from those emotions toward him, and I've done that. Problem solved.

Oh wait, you don't believe I'm capable of that. Nevermind. For some reason I have been under the impression that you can do anything you set your mind to, as long as it doesn't interfere with the laws of physics. But since you don't believe that, I guess that's not possible.

Just because you and I are not yet where we need to be is no reason for you to keep going back to what this *was* about and continue to punish me jusu because *you're* still not happy with our progress. Move on, unless you're really enjoying holding onto the past so much that you're willing to make this process take even longer. You want me in love with you *now*, but this certainly isn't helping us reach that goal.