Glad we got that sorted out

So I had no idea that +Kyle was just playing around yesterday. I come back to the house at lunch - got a little eyeshadow on, nothing major. I've "cut back" significantly since +Kyle made such a fuss over the whole thing, but I never said I'd stop. So he looks at me, and he has this weird frowning sort of smile that I can't decipher. I say so, and ask what's wrong.

"Take a wild guess. Why all this?" He's really serious sounding, so I get a little upset, being as I haven't worn it for a few days, just because he prefers me that way.

"I felt like it today." I don't remember what he said, but I reply something to the effect of, "You're not at work with me, you don't have to see it."

"So does this mean you should be worried about what I do when you're not around?" I think is about what he said. I asked what he was doing when I wasn't around that I should be worried about, and he said something about it being the same thing...to be fair.

Trying to lighten the tension, I kid around, asking what it is he's doing while I'm not around. Oops. *He* thought *I* was serious.

We talked it over last night before bed, and everything's sorted out, but good heavens. I will be so glad when we get past this whole trying-to-learn-to-communicate-again phase, because it's so bloody confusing.

I told him last night I've been afraid he's going to be some kind of control freak, but he said that's exactly what he doesn't want, because he still feels like he's losing me and that will just drive me away.

We talked about friends and getting along. I'm not really comfortable around his friends. Not that he really has more than one that he *calls* 'friend', but I think of the others are more than acquaintances, so I'd call them friends, too. That's just me. Anyway, I tried to explain that my friends are all pretty loud and flamboyant, and call attention to themselves, and that he's just not that kind of person. He's reserved, and likes to stay in the background. I told him I'm more concerned about HIS being comfortable than in whether I'm going out for a "girls' night out".

I don't know why Lori invited him along tonight - probably just being nice, since they don't really know each other, and we're leaving in less than two months. I don't know if he'll go or not, but I did try to impress upon him that it's not a matter of whether I *want* him to or not, but his comfort level.

I guess we'll see!

Dreams

Guh. I had a couple of them last night, but zero recall. They were 'talky' dreams, and those never attract my attention very well.

Evening Out

So Lori, +Kyle and I are going out for Chinese and to see Dawn of the Dead It should prove to be highly highly amusing for at least two parties concerned.

I'm worried that +Kyle won't have fun, because it's not his type of movie, and Lori's so...Lori. But here is a chance for us both to find out. He does like spending time with VJ and Brian, although I get the idea that Brian is more up his alley than VJ.

Ah well. I need to start getting ready. Gotta make with the nice hair and all.

In other news... One can rest assured that one has attained a sufficient level of "hot" when one is informed by a co-worker that they did a double-take as one walked around a corner.

To quote Jon: "Yeah, you were walking down the sidewalk, and I went, 'Wow!', and then I went, 'Oh wait, that's just Ariel'."

ROTFLOL... The boy is just wrong sometimes.

I told +Kyle about the exchange, and his face crumpled in mock dismay, and he cried out, "I thought he liked meeeeeee!"

They are BOTH wrong sometimes. LOL! Ah well...should prove to be a fun evening.

Question!

Just remembered something.

I need something to go under this bodice, as it laces up the front. I'm thinking I'd like a burgundy coloured longline bra, 'cause it'll need to be strapless, and the colour would accent the black so nicely. Anyone know where I can get such a beast? I can get a black one anywhere, but again...the colour thing. I'd rather not have a plain camisole, 'cause frankly I need the support. LOL

Red Dawn

Just got back from movie...

Muahahaha.... Chinese food and brain-eating zombies. You just can't go wrong.

+Kyle seemed to have a good time.

Trailers=GOOOOOOOD!
Troy
The Chronicles of Riddick
Hellboy
The Punisher
VAN HELSING... Muahahaha! Am trying to get +Kyle to stay for two more days so we can see it on the new screens in Sherman. They're rumoured to be baby IMAX screens.