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lsdiamondAnd so 2003 finally comes to a close.
I've written out a list of (at least some of) the most hateful things about the past year, and it will be going into the fire shortly before midnight
Being away from family and friends
Stress/Frustration at work
Depression
Desire to S.I. again
Messy house
Washu driving me insane
Little creative flow
Loss of spiritual growth or interest
Few friends (locally)
Little time to spend with those precious few
Little time for projects/ideas/thoughts
Not keeping in touch with people as I ought
Lack of initiative
Thoughts of cheating
Frustration with +Kyle/Thoughts of leaving him
Fights
Oklahoma
Car trouble
LAZY BITCH!
...and yet, the year was not a complete waste. There are a few things I can look back at and reflect on and really say, "these were gems in the disaster that was 2003". I plan to keep these and build on them in the coming year. I won't go so far as to call them resolutions, but more of a continuation of a good thing.
Getting into shape/looking and feeling better about myself
Financially better off than past two years
The few times I had to spend with friends were truly special
Few health issues
One unforgettable evening
Reconciling with +Kyle/rebuilding our marriage
Finding myself, even if +Kyle doesn't really understand who that is right now
Getting to spend a lot of time with friends and family this Christmas
Making a decision and feeling good about it regardless of the consequences
Learning that +Kyle misses our friends enough to move back to a place he doesn't love (although it's a far sight better than Okie!)
Starting to get some flow of creativity, even if only in spurts
Happy 2004 to those already in it - it's nearing time for me to end my year.
I've written out a list of (at least some of) the most hateful things about the past year, and it will be going into the fire shortly before midnight
Being away from family and friends
Stress/Frustration at work
Depression
Desire to S.I. again
Messy house
Washu driving me insane
Little creative flow
Loss of spiritual growth or interest
Few friends (locally)
Little time to spend with those precious few
Little time for projects/ideas/thoughts
Not keeping in touch with people as I ought
Lack of initiative
Thoughts of cheating
Frustration with +Kyle/Thoughts of leaving him
Fights
Oklahoma
Car trouble
LAZY BITCH!
...and yet, the year was not a complete waste. There are a few things I can look back at and reflect on and really say, "these were gems in the disaster that was 2003". I plan to keep these and build on them in the coming year. I won't go so far as to call them resolutions, but more of a continuation of a good thing.
Getting into shape/looking and feeling better about myself
Financially better off than past two years
The few times I had to spend with friends were truly special
Few health issues
One unforgettable evening
Reconciling with +Kyle/rebuilding our marriage
Finding myself, even if +Kyle doesn't really understand who that is right now
Getting to spend a lot of time with friends and family this Christmas
Making a decision and feeling good about it regardless of the consequences
Learning that +Kyle misses our friends enough to move back to a place he doesn't love (although it's a far sight better than Okie!)
Starting to get some flow of creativity, even if only in spurts
Happy 2004 to those already in it - it's nearing time for me to end my year.
